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LOVE'S BALLET PART 2

2010-04-28T22:21:00Z

Love’s Ballet Part 2

My incentive to keep on living

Lies between your phone call and my hope

Somewhere in there is my love for you

Defining the extent of its scope

A delayed response to my call

Once again shows the distance

Between my insecurity and your smile

My insecurity has less resistance

If you have just left me

My meaning for life is gone

Why do I put it inside of you?

When I should put it into being strong

Every delusion combined just met me

And told me the truth about feeling wrong

If I can't trust my feelings to get me

This death trip for my heart will be very long

What conclusion should I draw?

Your call is delayed an hour

My mind has left, my heart is in awe

True Love never needs a shower

Love will not let us hide

In exchange for its focused power

Rather be our patient guide

In the decade of this hour

You see Love's Ballet is you and I

It wants to encircle us wide

Stop sculpting within a lie

Love needs us for its pride

Don’t put your heart in that basket

Do you want true love to go hide?

Don’t put mine in a casket

The true part will lose all its stride

If I don’t have hope I don’t need to take risks

If I don’t take risks I have nothing to vow to

Leave me hope to make sense of all this

And I will give you all my dreams about you

Your approval means everything to me

I take your words and build every endeavor around it

What is this True Love everyone is after?

I officially announce now that I have found it

How does it feel to find your soul mate?

No words can further color my emotion

The quiet part of the peace within me

Dominates the loud with pure commotion

Suddenly high expectations reveal True Love

And you see it all in slow motion

One embrace is all it took

I need you sunshine, you are my ocean

As they say don’t force it

If it is meant to be...

But how can you not when you look in your heart

And write a musical from what you see

Magnify it just once

Tell me the parts you need from me

For a single moment you will see

This force is Love and Love is me

The only things in life that have meaning

Have planted themselves in your eyes

The way you messenger them to me is speeding

Love is our goal and happiness the prize

I send my heart with a high gloss finish

Embrace it and it will shine with style

Now return to me with it

And bring along your famous smile.

Suddenly you reach out to me

From a simple place very warm-hearted

It is not that complex you know

We were meant to be before we started

COMPLEX CONFIDENCE

2010-03-01T22:19:00Z

I must face complete death now
If you are gone forever
The uncertainty of this distance
Is taking whatever of love it can sever

It is a waste of time to write anymore
When it no longer relieves my sorrow
The death of love is the birth of hate
I will hate myself even more tomorrow

I hate my heart for loving you still
For ignoring the truth circumstance has brought
For not blaming you in your choice to leave
For resisting advancements I sought

I am pleading with my mind
Not to steal confidence from my heart
Fill it with unkind thoughts
Then rip even those thoughts apart

If we must part for good
Let me be the memory holder
Give me every happy photo if you would
To ensure your smile never grows colder

I must start an epidemic with this hope
Afraid of the disguise truth is hiding
The complex part is trying to cope
Spreading through my entire body

Now that half of me has died
The other half is trying to give
Accepting nothing from others
Without you I see no reason to live

The arrow of death has conviction
As it wiggles through my heart
A straight line has no friction
This way it kills every vital part

Every month without you
Taunts the inbetween days
Every hour is about you
Each minute and its cruel ways

The power of dreaming about you
The seconds and moments that doubt you
How deep must I bury reality
To overcome life without you

I want to close the book forever
Then again comes this urge
Echos from your words of silence
Split the remains of love's purge

My confidence always shifts
As the complexity remains
The end of our story drifts
Leaving behind random stains

In the middle of a long night
I stare into the mirror
To watch a single tear drop
Confirming every loaded fear

You dont see the salty puddles on my floor
Waiting for this wrong to become right
An empty room when I open the door
And you are somewhere off in flight

What meaningless task did I conquer today
Between this depression and its delight
Longing for you I am drawn in deeper
Captured then blindfolded to fight

I can feel destiny's plan
We have so much to accomplish in its light
But darkness does all it can
To dim the hope part of my sight

Is this the dark side of love I am seeing?
Or the side of my sadness with hope trying to be fair
Is this my subconscious trying to stop?
Or warn my heart of what is not there

Is this logic trying to resolve
All that is embedded in your stare?
Knowing it can never capture
The nuances of the ways that I care

Inherent in my low energy now
Is the will not to fall asleep
Because after the insomnia
Follows something overwhelmingly steep

Love not only mandates secrets
It then reprimands itself for falling too deep
As the passion resurfaces
Anxiety decides which ones to keep

Do you know what it's like
Trying to keep my soul alive?
My mind destroying its core
My heart telling it to survive

What is planned for me tomorrow?
Today has my blessing to die
If death leaves an ounce of sorrow
Then tomorrow is also a lie

I will struggle my life away
For a single kiss to see me through
That moment manipulates my thoughts today
I need your rainbow to fade this blue

The residue of this sorrow I would never let you borrow
I dont want you to reflect on this pain
Just say you love me and call me tomorrow
Even paradise gets a little rain

LOVE'S BALLET

2010-01-04T08:03:00Z

LOVE'S BALLET

You cannot label this love
Something is magnified here
If I add in the word true
Your reflection will appear.

I cannot touch your hand
You are somewhere off in the distance
Then perhaps your mind for a minute
My heart keeps up its persistence.

Even if for one moment you reflect
Am I smiling in your heart?
How am I portrayed in there?
Is it clear or like some abstract art

We are only temporarily apart
Guess when my love unmasked you
If my love will never end
This distance somehow has to.

I strive to enrich your life
Let me fast forward what’s past due
I apologize my love landed on you
I have no control of its vast crew.

Make chance your friend
Because reassurance just past through
My love knew you from start to end
Now giving my heart the last clue.

I have found my soul mate
What now do I fear?
Should I never see you again
To devotion I will adhere.

Take these words with you
So that you can be clear
True love just hit you
And forever is sincere.

I feel like I need to call you
Outside of your work
I feel I need to embrace you
But not with the labels of a jerk.

I feel like I need to know you
But not within the drag of time
Without you my words can show you
Gestures of a paralyzed mime.

With you pain is a perception
My heart's luxury is your charm
I feel like I need to show you how
To forget about the word harm.

You are the center of my life
I never thought someone could be
In the confusing blind world of love
I have found something to see

May I just look into your eyes?
I need to take that with me
To me you symbolize
Love for a soul mate set free